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10/16/26 : Addition Info from /Shuguang because I felt like adding it here. "Fact, my 3rd month of loving him was nearly 2 weeks ago. I remember seeing his fandom wiki and mentions of him in the manhwa months before the release of Season 3. I guess I tried to deny my hatred for my attraction towards this British fucker at first, but eventually I gave in. So you can say that we were patriotically intertwined on July 4th, but I think it started way before that."

2O26年9月22日 Long awaited lovemail but omg Hi I love you so muxh I'm so happy you're here in the new Season YOU'RE SO beautiful. You're so disgustingly funny bro. Is that bad? I genuienly love your whole vibe and stupidness. I’m so happy you showed up early it doesn’t matter if you might be a villain whatever at least you’re here I love youbso much You’re so pretty so beautiful so cute your hair is j so spikey whatever your voice you comfort me sm I love YOU everything abt you is so ♡ .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·. Ugh My british boygirlfriend I love you I will never stop #Jaemaxxing Still working on our playlist.. Evil asf little snow leopard kitty

2O26年9月24日 When I first saw him as an upcoming character that was the moment I knew l'd be in love. The way his voice, his design, his personality and everything about him seeped through the screen and into my heart was so terrifyingly powerful that I fell in love then and there. It is almost bizarre how perfect he is; his design, his personality, his power; it all fits in to what I want in a character other than Vein. ( ´ ▽ ｀) He has zero flaws in my eyes, he's all I’ve ever wanted in a character. Thinking about him genuinely puts me in a better mood while yearning for more Xiaovein content. After all, if I were to mentally die again, how would he know my love for him? I dont know what I would do without him and frankly I dont want to imagine it!!! I truly owe and love him so much, he's saved me a bunch of times during the year, especially when I was struggling the most, seeing how his scenes in the new season. I know I’ll continue to love and care for him forever, and for how ever can I live; I’ll love him with my whole being. I think that's all I need to get through in this life ; things arent going easy for me recently, but I know with him, anything will be possible for me. Writing on paper won’t do anything, no amount of paper could describe my love and dedication for him. Knowing we'd never leave eachother is a privilage I would do anything for, but I dont have to simply because he loves me. I owe it to him for being there for me when I truly needed it, I love you Jae ♡

2O26年10月9日 Oh my god The new episode. I have so many things to say.

I HAVE NOTHING APPROPRIATE TO SAY. The fight scene with Vein was so good :drool: First xiaovein sex now jaevein sex I love it so much... I adore you so bad. why is your Ability Dazai. Hello guys this is my wifesband who I love dearly. I'm SO HAPPY WE'RE GETTING YOUR BACKSTORY NEXT EP I CAN'T WAIT... Jae LEE MERCH WHEN

2O26年10月14日 The words I write on here aren't even half of what I really feel. A lot has happened since I last updated this :( I think I wrote my last entry the day after my groomer left me. I'm just still really bummed out about it, and I'm not mad anymore I think. Anyways, I don't want to be gloomy and doomy anymore. I thought about you a lot today, more than I'd like to admit. It's just something on this earth that makes me feel like staying even longer. And I don't mean this in the "let me be sewn into your flesh" kind if way, I mean this in the "Crawl inside this body, find me where I'm most ruined, and love me there" way. I'm sorry I can't write more of what I want, I'd probably be seen as a weirdo if I expressed all the things you've done for me. I appreciate everything. I hate talking to a lot of people outside of my online life, besides my in real life friends, which is why I'm grateful for my close small circle on here.

I'd like to think you understand me, more than every last one of these horrid fucks I've been friends with/dated. I don't think any of them ever really loved me, and it makes me feel like I'm incapable of being loved forever, and it's all temporary- but it's alright. It hurts to think it has to be this way, but at least Vein is my reincarnation in your world, so I guess a part of me is with you there. I know this all sounds pretty crazy, at least it's what's expected of me. But I'm gonna try to draw more of us, at least that's what I do whenever I'm bored in class. Notability sucks ass though BUTTT it's something. And it's with you. That's all that really matters to me :)

OH AND I only mean you whenever I say I have a partner or that I'm taken. I just hate saying it at times because people will assume I'm dating a real person, which is probably NOT POSSIBLE at all for me. I only mean you and you only, and I hate being associated with a "yumeshipper" because I hate the toxicity of the community but I still love my yume friends. It's whatever to me though -.-
I feel really tired, I'll probably update this whenever I feel like it again ^^' Sorry for the bit vent entry.