hi hello i mainly go by holden or telemachus! i also use any of these names. i use it/its pronouns (do not use he/him pronouns on me if we are not close!) and i am a transman and unlabeled. i am a huge heart of woman stan (have been since debut) and i bias liuyin! other groups i like are illit, kiiikiii, hearts2hearts, cortis, lngshot, and newjeans. if you couldn't tell already, i am currently fixated on the odyssey (2026). other media i like are supernatural, the boys, project hail mary, sinners (2025), inception (2010), the catcher in the rye, analog horror (more specifically vita carnis and midwest angelica), and more.

i have autism, adhd, npd, and major memory issues (+ potential aspd). i lack empathy, sympathy, and guilt, which affects how i interact with others. please do not ask to vent to me. i am also a holden caulfield and stanley (tspud) fictkin. please do not say you're me. you are free to dm/frq me as long as you give me a headsup and we have interacted before. please tell me if something i say makes you uncomfortable. i do joke a lot about my own traumas a lot. my energy can shift drastically depending on the day so please forgive me if i seem cold, i may just be having a bad day. i tend to act childlike when happy. please do not try to dim my light/say something mean and/or sad if i seem genuinely happy.