Hai, I don't go by a solid name online and I'm heavily nomifluid, but I mainly go by Ihimaera or Weronika! If you know me by other names, you can call me those too! I basically have a whole list over here, if needed. You are also very free to give me names and nicknames ♡
ֹALL OF ME⠀ֹ ⑅᜔ ׄ ݊꒰ 。𐚁᭢
⠀⠀⠀ I am an XNTJ/ESFP + 5w6, and I use SX5 and SP6 interchangeably! I am somewhere along the Neutral alignment; I'd say True Neutral, but that might be exaggerating it, haha. I am in a QueerPlatonic Relationship and I am happily taken by my QPP, do not make any advances.

⠀⠀⠀ I am a Genderfluid being that mostly presents herself femininely no matter what I feel at the moment. Femininity is a very important aspect to my identity, and I would appreciate being strictly referred to femininely and reduce the use of masculine and neutral terms! And very especially masculine terms; do NOT refer to me with and as anything masculine at all unless I say it's fine. Only I may refer myself to things I usually forbid others to do! It should be obvious that I use She/Her pronouns; She/Hymn and Shy/It are runner-ups, but it's not that serious.

⠀⠀⠀ I have NonHuman identities and associations too! Some stuff I heavily associate myself with are Ghosts, (Corpse) Brides, and Morute Aesthetic. Despite these... pretty creepy associations, I very much like to think I am cute and I would appreciate being viewed with cute aesthetics along with the creepy stuff.... that's where the morute comes in, haha. My nonhuman identities are puppies, cats (and Schrödinger's Cat, but it's not really a cat anyway haha), and deers! Especially deers. I get celestial/divine NonHuman identities from time to time but I don't really stick to it, haha.

⠀⠀⠀ Let it be known that I am a minor navigating the internet. I have been parading the world in silence for 13 years! I shouldn't even be in the internet yet. Fear not, as I don't meddle in online spaces and I refrain from letting social media become apart of my daily routine again. I only post to show my creations. I live within SouthEast Asia, and I specifically reside in the Philippines! I speak English (Obviously) and Tagalog, so you can totally speak Tagalog with me ♡

⠀⠀⠀ I struggle with “moderate” ADHD and ASD to a ridiculous degree, and both conditions really affect my thinking and how I function within society. I would be what you call “high-functioning” but that's a dumb social construct and you'd treat me as a fully abled person who is fully capable of everything with no support, haha. While I state that I experience “moderate” symptoms, it's somehow enough to fuck up my being and functioning. Just because I can mask well and I can handle most things does not mean I don't need support!

⠀⠀⠀ While we speak of conditions, I severely struggle with Executive Dysfunction and it's very hard for me to get tasks started or finished if it isn't my priority. I also struggle with somewhat severe forgetfulness and I can be moody (which might be caused by a dissociative disorder, but it's nothing to think about too deeply at my age haha).

⠀⠀⠀ I am not aware whether or not I've hurt people and I would really appreciate if you approached me if I did something wrong. I struggle to correct myself on my mistakes, so do take note, but I eventually get it within time. I struggle with comforting people and I panic whenever people vent unprompted, so I'd rather people ask first before venting. I am a listener though!
ֹINTERESTS⠀ֹ ⑅᜔ ׄ ݊꒰ 。𐚁᭢
⠀⠀⠀ I have an interesting connection to cartoons right now, haha. I really like DC Superhero Girls, Carmen Sandiego, and Ever After High! And ESPECIALLY Ever After High, it's my current hyperfixation right now! Other fandom medias I'm notably into are Limbus Company, Umamusume, D4DJ, Bandori, Honkai: Star Rail, DC (Newgen), and Marvel (Returnee).

⠀⠀⠀ Speaking of Ever After High, like I said, it's my current hyperfixation! But I am even more fixated on Briar Beauty that goes beyond levels of comprehension. I don't even know where to begin to explain my attachment to her: I am her, she is me, I am in love with her, she is my lab rat, I like her... It goes beyond my comprehension too, haha. I have a whole page on Briar, too! Check it out?

⠀⠀⠀ Outside of fandom media, I like music! And celebrities and artists and actors! I very much adore Olivia Rodrigo, Madison Beer, and Taylor Swift, KATSEYE, and their music. Well, not sure if that can apply to KATSEYE (Love my girls, but it's a hit or miss sometimes). Some actresses I adore too are Margot Robbie, Elizabeth Olsen, and Jin Ki–Joo!

⠀⠀⠀ I am very interested and fixated in Psychology, most specifically Psychotraumatology, but I go crazy over anything hinting at Psychology haha. As much as I have a love-hate relationship with Science, I also adore Pathophysiology to an obsessive degree; Etiology is somewhere around the list too. I like a lot of things sorry.
ֹLOVELOCKED⠀ֹ ⑅᜔ ׄ ݊꒰ 。𐚁᭢
⠀⠀⠀ I'm very big into things like selfshipping and fictionfolk! I have a tonnn of selfships and identities and I tend to hoard, but I try to reduce it nowadays. The characters I selfship with are characters I identify with too, so it's kinda like Selfcest in a way, haha. I use Selfshipping, Yumeshipping, Riako, and Valentis and their respective terms interchangeably! I mostly use Selfshipping and Valentis.

⠀⠀⠀ Of course, I sort of have and I try to remain my grip on reality. There is a small boundary between my sense of fiction and reality, and that's alright enough for me! I am still able to determine what is real and when I'm being insane.... except for some exceptions, where you really can't get me to seperate from them no matter how much you try. A.K.A. My major kintypes and S/Os.

⠀⠀⠀ My major significant others as of the moment are Ruan Mei, Dalia Matsuyama, Rodion, Harley Quinn, Briar Beauty, and Blondie Lockes! These characters are super dear and important to me and I really don't play about them. With the exception of Briar, I do not want ANYONE to mix them up as kintypes or claim these characters are better off as my kintypes. I take the boundary between S/O and kintypes + IRLs very seriously.

⠀⠀⠀ On the other side, my major kintypes are The Herta, Marika Mizushima, Don Quixote, Poison Ivy, Lizzie Hearts, and C.A. Cupid! All of them are strictly within kintype territory, please don't mix them up as my S/Os.

⠀⠀⠀ Let it be known that I have been seriously, filthily, disgustingly, and pathetically in love with Ruan Mei since 10.11.25. I could jump through all the medias in the world and my love for her doesn't wither; I always find myself coming back to her. Ruan Mei and my love for her is the only constant thing within my life, which is why I take our relationship VERY seriously. I am eternally bound to her and she has to deal with that ♡ On the same note, I have been The Herta in the flawless flesh since the same date, and I've never stopped being Herta! I will wear Herta's skin to the grave. Ruan Mei and I are basically Hertamei IRL!

⠀⠀⠀ I am NonSharing (Nearing VoidSharing) and I don't want to think about the concept of doubles for both Ruan Mei and Herta; doubles kindly DNI! I am also very uncomfortable with seeing Herta and Ruan Mei being shipped with other characters that aren't each other, most especially on Ruan Mei's side—bonus points if the ship is a Heterosexual ship God Forbid. I'm possessive and bitter sorry. I am more lenient on Herta femslash ships though, I particularly like Hertarene and Hertalux, but that's just about it. I like NO OTHER Ruan Mei ships and I absolutely despise Ratiomei and Screwherta; very ambivalent on Herta x MC and Ruan Mei x MC. I am likely to block people who enjoy these ships but I might be more lenient on x MC ships.

⠀⠀⠀ I'd ramble about the rest of the characters and pairings but I think it'd be unnecessary, haha. It's for another page... To conclude, I take all of these very seriously, most especially Hertamei, so don't try to pull stupid things to me.

⠀⠀⠀ Other than Romantic S/Os, I have Familial and QueerPlatonic S/Os too! Shalom is one Familial S/O of mine that is very dear to me, she's my sister ♡ and some very important QPR S/Os are Anon Chihaya, Ashlynn Ella, Rika Seto, and Saori Hidaka!
ֹEVER AFTER HIGH⠀ֹ ׄ ݊꒰ 。
⠀⠀⠀ Yes, this stupid cartoon has it's own section. I really love Ever After High a very normal amount and this show is just so dear and important to me I don't know what to tell you. I first watched this show around 2021 I believe, and I IMMEDIATELY fell in love with it... Younger me ADORED Ever After High a ton. I remember being so distraught and distressed when I found out it was cancelled and there was nothing left after Epic Winter, haha.

⠀⠀⠀ No other cartoon can do it like Ever After High again I fear.... maybe I'm just too attached haha. But that godforsaken cartoon had something magical and appealing to it that I can't name and while I can probably find the same magic in other shows, it isn't Ever After High, and they don't do it like Ever After High. Does that make sense. Forever cursing Mattel and Disney and Everything over the biggest loss of my life that is EAH I am still so hurt by it all dude....

⠀⠀⠀ On the bright side, I have been a Briar Beauty fan since 2021! ♡ I am so fond of Briar and I love her to the core of my heart; she has been my Top 1 EAH Character since forever after! I am madly in love about everything involving Briar, from her looks to her attitude to her characterization and growth, and I can barely imagine a timeline where I WASN'T a Briar fanatic. I unfortunately do not have the exact date of when I became a fan of Briar, but my earliest mention of Briar that I've found was 12.08.24!

⠀⠀⠀ Other than being utterly obsessed with Briar, I am also very normal about Heartlockes (C.A. Cupid x Blondie Lockes). They're one of my Yume x Kin Selfships ♡ I am C.A. Cupid in the flesh and I am very much in love with Blondie Lockes! Unlike Briar, they're just a new fixation I managed to unlock after my, what, 5th time of coming back to EAH? Haha. I am unfortunately no less serious over them than Briar.... Love everyone equally ♡ And! Besides Cupid, I also particularly view Lizzie Hearts as me, myself, and I too! Lizzie is probably my most important kintype in EAH, haha. Cupid and Lizzie usually fight for that spot, but I'm more lenient for Cupid. Lizzie is, aall the way, Ihimaera in real life ♡

⠀⠀⠀ And then there's this girl called Ashlynn Ella I am also newly fixated over... It's hard to classify what she is to me but she's probably a QPR S/O to me right now haha. I also like being paired with her and viewing us as Brilynn! I am fond of the thought of Brilynn as a QPR too so there's that, haha. I ship a lot of people with Briar.
ֹTHE END⠀ֹ ⑅᜔ ׄ ݊꒰ 。𐚁᭢

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