𓂃◞ † attempt ₊ ◟𓂃 main extended urls bailey or jock, 19 yrs. it/hxm/daer/he + no they. bnpd autistic system. ೀ

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i'm using this fluffle to explain my gender, as a warning... i use a lot of concepts and objects to describe my gender and a lot of them are gore, murder, cannibalism or generally problematic/illegal activties. this does not mean i agree or support it! it is just how i feel inside gender wise. i also describe my gender with characters, that usually being how they look or their personality i oddly find gender in, if some are considered problematic, i again do not support them. again this is my gender, i do not condone these acts if they're illegal or weird, i'm not gonna go do it lol!

my gender is like postal 1997, the idea of being hardcore schizophrenic and killing everyone (i'm schizophrenic before someone asks), having a psychotic break. a mental spiral into insanity. cannibalism in a form of hunger & love. alternates from tmc or anything related to an abnormal uncanny "person". leather and bdsm gear like gimp suits and revealing outfits. guns. suicide is oddly my gender? like killing yourself with a shotgun in the mouth is how i feel. sadomasochism i oddly find gender in and character who find sexual pleasure in fighting or being hit. ww1/2 soldiers and uniform. sunglasses on cocky characters like david stirling, maverick from top gun ect ect. mental fucker who finds fun in killing or does it as a job (deadpool, vigilante, bullseye ect ect). yatta dandys world but only when she's portrayed as some hardcore tweaker. trenchcoats and kmfdm. characters that look like they're wearing fucking nothing half the time or showing their chest like pav from fear and hunger: termina. i am every narc character to touch media or any self centered character, some examples i can think of is dennis reynolds iasip, handsome jack borderlands 2, mjf aew & tm opera from umamusume. i am every whatever fucking sigma male character is like patrick bateman gender wise. jumpstyle music & any character covered in blood. homelander is gender to me just for how he acts. every morally awful character i find some odd gender in because of the fact they do disgusting acts and my intrusive thoughts are always disgusting like their actions so i can find some odd relatability in acting them out (i obviously do not).

i also am lolita fashion! anything cutesy like sanrio and frills and bows is me! i am a magical girl in my heart and i love bunnies and seals :3c. the color pink is me and white! all pastel colors are me and any character who has a very cutesy fashion i tend to love and attach to.

i am a priest and an angel, i am all christian imagery and lambs & doves :3. i am the concept of sinning and repenting, confession ect ect also

i am whatever concept of killing someone by beheading them with a shovel or beheading lol ‎