my name is illi, or 2004. i am 17 and i use she it paw pronouns. plz never use they on me. any terms; i do prefer feminine though! i am a part in a system, and a fictive of illi mcmillin. i am a bpd holder and a suicidal ideation holder i think? not sure. i am quite shy and less likely to be social, please interact with care and caution.