Hello my name is Ashton but I prefer to go by Ash, but Ashton is still good if you prefer that.
I also would not mind being called Will or Richie ^.^
I am sixteen years old despite that at most times I am quite immature, and I am sensitive and take things to heart, and not very mentally stable. i also make assumptions as if people were to hate me, or get sick of me which makes me pull away.
Sometimes I hurt people by accident without meaning to. And if I do so please tell me, I dont want to hurt anyone, that is never my intention.
I love my friends dearly
sometimes I have a hard time balancing more than one conversation and it results in me accidentally leaving you on read or delivered, things slip my mind easily due to having a bad memory
I love stranger things, IT chapter 1 and 2, The goldfinch, The turning, Red white and royal blue, Hell of a summer, I am not okay with this, and more. I also edit for fun, people say im really good at it but im okay at it, its nothing to write home about.
I love finn wolfhard so so much, his music comforts me, my favourite songs are: Follow, Trailers after dark, Crown, Trail and Common side effects
I kin Will Byers, Richie Tozier and Dustin Henderson.
My favourite characters of all time from some media I consume are Richie, Will, and Dustin, Mike Wheeler, Jane hopper, Eddie Munson, Miles Fairchild, Boris Pavlikovsky, Stanley Uris, Beverley Marsh, Eddie Kaspbrak, Sydney Novak and Stanley Barber.
I like to play Fortnite, Roblox, and Ponytown I dont play anything else very often.
There are times where I dont talk to anyone, there are times where I talk to only certain people, do not take this personally.
Sometimes I do not know how to reply to others and end up forgetting
I never ignore anyone on purpose, without importance or reason. Forgetting to reply is a big problem of mine, I also sometimes have my phone on do not disturb and do not receive notifications.
I have bad days often and might not reply due to trying not to drag down others moods.
My moods flip rapidly and so if I seem to be pissed one second and then im happy the other etc etc that is the reasoning, it happens often.
I am not good with comforting people and at times I can get uncomfortable when trying to do so due to being scared of saying the wrong thing due to trauma, though I will always be there to listen if u need someone to do just that.
its also very hard for me to understand emotions sometimes and need them shoved in my face, I do try my best to understand.
this is getting long Okay. i might come back and add to this later on