Hi, I'm Ana, 2004, Marc, or any other names I might be known by. I use He/Him pronouns primarily and would rather people not use They.
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My name changes constantly, beware... 19 years old (2007). Masc presenting and actively questioning whether or not I identify as Male. My gender fluctuates a lot, fault being an unstable and confusing sense of identity, so at times I do identify more feminine. I prefer Men and am Aromantic. Do not try to advance romantically with me, I am both single and not looking. It grosses me out. Mexican American who is extremely vocal about my culture. My identity is unstable and I do not view myself as human. I, however, identify greatly with Genji Shimada (Ow), Kevin Ford & Johnny Storm (Marvel Comics), Simon Henriksson (CoF), Michael Afton (FNaF2), and Leon S. Kennedy (RE). I am a Cole Cassidy and Jono Starsmore selfshipper.
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AUDHD, MDD w/ Psychotic Features, &. I experience major episodes of depression which causes it to become difficult for me to be deeply rooted in a conversation and life in general. I also experience psychosis which I am less likely to speak about because it genuinely fucks with my life. Sometimes I care very little, Sometimes I don't care at all. I'm Apathetic, Paranoid, and Socially Inept. My paranoia makes it feel like everyone I know, close or not, is out to get me or plotting my demise behind my back and so I tend to back away when it gets too intense. I'm also Agoraphobic among other things. At times, I may have my moments where I appear more social. If I'm "off" and "dull" after, it's nothing against anyone. I'm slow in general as my brain can barely process anything properly these days and can come off as eccentric or strange with both my words and or actions. Just ask me to clarify. My memory is absolute shit and I get distracted easily. If I forget to reply back or forget something deemed important to you, always feel free to remind me. I don't understand people and I don't feel the need to try to. I have difficulty maintaining and making friends as I frequently come off as awkward. Also, is it really difficulty maintaining if your last friends were source-dating freaks? Aside from this, being honest I don't care about any ex-friends I have? So I won't pull up just to start stupid conflict on someone I haven't spoken to in a year. I will speak out though if the other party is still cyberstalking me rip. Other than that trust in me, you guys are NOT on my mind. I care more about the people I have now over someone who wants to get at me for no reason. I don't experience emotional empathy, but rather cognitive I dislike people who question my every action and paint a bad light on it without even coming to talk to me first. Meaning suddenly deciding I'm against you because I didn't reply to a message. I have a life outside of discord guys, I'm sorry? I experience this thought process as well, but people have to realize how self centered and draining it is. My mood is inconsistent and I am typically low spoons majority of the time. I try to be nice about it, but god it's so annoying. I'm not always going to be like "OMG LOL!!!!". I prefer honesty over white lies and lies in general. Actively in therapy.
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My special interest is both Superheroes (Marvel Comics specific) and Overwatch. I read mainly for Mutants and a lot of the lesser known teams such as the Academy X "New Mutants" + "Hellions" and Runaways. Others I read for also include Inhumans (mainly for Ahura), Generation X, Fantastic Four, X-Factor, New Mutants, (All New) X-Factor, X-Factor, (All New) X-Men, Outliers, Alpha Flight, New Warriors, (New) Champions, Young Avengers, Avengers Academy (2010 + Infinity), Future Foundation, Power Pack, Kooky Quartet, Avengers A.I, GotG, Agents of Atlas and several others rip. Continuing this with my faves alright.. My favorite characters from Marvel are Kevin Ford, Cessily Kincaid, Julian Keller, Joshua Foley, Tommy Shepherd, Noh-Varr, Adam Warlock, Jean-Paul Beaubier, Doug Ramsey, Jonothon Starsmore, Benjamin Deeds, Tykeclops, Pietro Maximoff, Robbie Baldwin, Vance Astrovik, Chase Stein, Victor Mancha, Molly Hayes, Ahura Boltagon, Brandon Sharpe, Madeline Berry, Johnny Storm, Dylan Brock, Lin Lie, and Christian Frost. I like a shit ton others, but these are the ones you will catch me talking about the most. MCU-wise I like Robert Reynolds, Johnny Storm, Peter Parker, and soon to come Tommy "Maximoff". I am a recent overwatch player... It took over (save me). I am a gigantic Genji Shimada fan. I love him with my heart and soul alright. I'm normal about him.. I also very much like Mizuki Kawano, Cole Cassidy, and D.Va! Character-wise at least. I play Genji, Mizuki, Orisa, D.Va, Niran, Cassidy, Emre, Jetpack Cat, Juno, Reaper, Soldier 76, Hanzo, and Ana. I physically cannot make myself shut up about Overwatch and I bring it up at least three times a day or more. I do shockingly enjoy other medias, woah.. I'm currently hyperfixated on Cry of Fear and Resident Evil. I think Simon is really interesting and I want to pick at his brain and analyze him for years. My CoF hoodie from Redbubble got here today too! (Joy). I might like CoF, but if you actively support Andreas Groomberg. I'm blocking you. I really enjoy watching animated films under Pixar (and the various others), Ashbury Heights, Like Minds, Tenet, Arcane, The Living Tombstone, Goldfrapp, Hetalia, DC, Six of Crows, EXO, SaltyPhish Overwatch Videos, Identity V, Drawing, Clicker Heroes, and a ton of other things. Made this freakishly long, woops.
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