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⁺ ့ Jasmine, Leilani, or Miette ────⦃ 茉莉花 ⦄ 💐 ⋆｡˚ SheHer⠀DoeDoes ( ͡ ͜ʖ ͡ )⠀ ⋆ ༅˚ 🌺 • Marika Mizushima Fictionkin & Dalia Matsuyama Riako 〜 Since 2026年05月13日🌻
⁺ 🌺 ့⠀ Dalia was one of the two characters that first caught my eye in the D4DJ franchise! I was very appealed to Dalia due to her really beautiful looks, and eventually once I got to see content of her more, I fell in love with her personality as well. It was new to me too, but I realized Dalia was everything I found comforting within a person. I started to think about her way more often; she'd pop up in my mind when I'm feeling down and I'd feel better on the spot. I'd be bored and I would think of Dalia and the rest of Merm4id as a way to pass time. Eventually, it came to the conclusion where I went, “Right now, maybe this character is the most special to me.”
⁺ 🌻 ့⠀ I am an Arospec individual due to problems, so Selfshipping really helps me get over with it. I am pretty much a hopeless romantic in theory, and I'm sad I can't indulge in anyone romantically in real life; I turn to selfshipping to do just that. I can freely indulge in characters and I can have characters as safe places, something I don't quite have in real life (Outside of one person. Wink wink). Dalia Matsuyama is my biggest comfort character and safe place as of the moment. Knowing her character in mind I know she's never quick to judge me and that she'll have my back when I need it; she's a gentle and warmhearted individual who talks to people in a friendly manner and it makes me feel close with her. She's a strong woman and she uses that strength to protect her loved ones. All of those traits above, I had never experienced them towards me before, so to see it in a character I deeply love makes me feel protected and warm.
⁺ 🌴 ့⠀ Jasmine is a non-sharing Dalia Matsuyama Riako and, as the word Riako already implies, I take my connection with her very seriously. I'm very attached to Dalia for reasons already mentioned above, so please respect that! On the other hand, please don't make fun of my connection with Dalia or say anything anti-selfshipping in my presence. I have learned a ton of things about myself through Dalia; my journey to healing from my problems, although wasn't for Dalia, started when I grew attached with Dalia. She has brought me to warm places in my life, whether I did it for her or she inspired me or just simply... being there. I again ask that no one makes fun of me for this, because there are personal experiences and reasons behind all of this. Also, as mentioned above, I'm non-sharing but I'm totally okay with doubles in my territory! I only put non-sharing because I'm super possessive (and slightly a jealous person) over Dalia, but I'm nonetheless lenient. I ask that you just don't bring it up with me, and we're cool.
⁺ 💐 ့⠀ Dalia is always in my life, in one way or another. Jasmine is always thinking about Dalia, talking about Dalia, writing about Dalia, drawing Dalia ..... Totally obsessed. I like to have physical reminders of her too so I don't feel too lonely! I have a Dalia pin in my school bag, so every weekday even if I don't have access to my phone, Dalia is still with me throughout the day ♡♡ I wish I could get more Dalia merch or at the very least things that remind me of Dalia, but I have no room for a collection whatsoever and my own money isn't in my hands ugh. If I had a little more autonomy then maybe I'd be the happiest girl by now hhnnnn .....
⁺ 🌸 ့⠀ To end off this horribly long lovemail, I want to say how much I hope that I continue to feel this way. Jasmine is aware things are fleeting, but I would really love to feel this way for a little longer... preferably until D4DJ gets fucked up or is already dead, if it's not too much. Dalia Matsuyama has really helped me with getting my mental concerns together and has offered me so much comfort, and I want to keep on receiving and feeling that warmth. Dalia and Jasmine have been bound together since 2026年05月13日 and things became serious between us on 2026年05月31日!! I promise you the dates being backwards to each other are just councidences. Here's to more days of loving Dalia Matsuyama of Merm4id! ♡♡
