for every character i see people bitching unnecessarily about transfem headcanons for, i will dedicate a paste specifically to that headcanon. by god i will murder every transmisogynist on earth amen 🙏

OKAY SOME JAX IDEAS OK LETS GO....

• jax's whole thing about literally putting up walls that SHE (yes she i am comitting to this) wont even admit are there is very. very .... hmmmm. something somethinggg it's often easier to pretend you believe the facade (and maybe even delude yourself into believing it to an extent) than to challenge it and risk something painful
• "im just a chicken fetus that needs to be cracked open, huh!?" LITERAL EGG METAPHOR LMAOAOAOAO
• on one hand i think the maid dress thing wouldnt actually be TOO relevant because in my mind it's more about Having Control (or well. LACKING control in that specific scenario) and i think thats why she's so genuinely pissed But Also. but also. also. if we go with the assumption that she doesnt know/want to know she's trans, i imagine being put in a dress like that would feel Very threatening to like. the sense of masculinity she would try to project ykwim. body horror but wouthout the body does that make sense
• completely unserious one but come ONNNN you have to have at least a LITTLE gender fuckery in you to be so close to TWO divas with eyeshadow that could serve enough cunt to feed a country !?
• something somethingggggg note how jax seems to heavily focus on ragatha and gangle in her tormenting... like dont get me wrong she's an ass to everyone but i feel like there's a connection to be made there. smth smth trying to put on a blanket of all that toxic masculinity and degrading the only other women there (pre-pomni at least) to reinforce her own ideas of Being A Man. or something. right does that make sense