O1. 10/19/26 - Hi Aly, I really enjoyed playing roblox with you today, even if it was for a little. I think I'm trying to get used to writing lovemails again :). I enjoyed your entry, I really did! It made me feel very joyous reading it. Anyways, I really do care about you, I don't think you've ever seen me hide that care from you. If I love someone and care for them, I'll always try to show it in my own little ways. I know life and people have fucked us over a lot the past few times, not to mention your horrible exes and ex friends along with my groomer and Neu. I'm totally over Neu now, don't worry. I don't even think of him a lot up until now. I'm also really :( happy that you're my friend. I don't know what I would've done after Uyun left me, but I'm glad you reached out because me and Sel unfortuately can't talk as much as we want to, and I'm socially awkward online with pretty much everyone else. Also, don't worry about the past mess-ups, I don't think it was something we both could've controlled. Dating does suck which is why I'm happy you're also in the Aroace spectrum so you can understand. I think you of course understand a QPR better than Uyun could've ever did, because she isn't Aroace at all.
Anyways, I don't plan to date anyone either until I graduate, at least not irl and not fully committed, only QPR for me is fine. I have too much love for my friends (you), and probably Jae so I probably won't date for years until I actually find someone who fit my standards because I will not be walked over again. I do remember that I said if I could feel somewhat romantic feelings for someone, it would be you. I know you got mad and thought I was playing with you, but part of it was true. I was figuring out my Aroace sexuality at that time and definetely saw you as someone who I loved more than just a casual friend, but obviously less than a partner. I don't really care for all the hardships we'll eventually face, but I hope we can be together during them. I'm really trying to change, after all the shit Uyun spewed at me, I know I shouldn't listen to that pedo, but if I want to make our friendship last, I have to make changes to myself too. Regardless, what I'm trying to say is that I really love you a lot, and I had always hoped you were happy and found your peace during the times we weren't talking so you didn't have to come back to well, a mess like me.
I'll add pics later <- Huge ass Lie
O2. 10/24/26 - Thank you so much for writing your entry, it honestly means a lot to read. First off, please don't worry—I like you for you, exactly as you are. You don't ever need to act like anyone else or force yourself to get into things just to impress me or be my friend. I really value our friendship and how easy it is for us to pick back up whenever we talk :) I totally get where you're coming from regarding all the dating stuff and taking time to heal, and I'm 100% on board with everything since I love us platonically, whole heartedly, or anything really. However you take it. You're not messing anything up at all! Also, you can watch Link Click or Adventure Time when you really want to, I don't mind if you don't want to get into them at all. I haven't watched AT in weeks because I'm pretty busy and I'm like maybe halfway into Season 2?? I enjoy it regardless anyway. I do like you, even if you aren't "like my other friends" you're you, and all of my friends are different, which is why they're special to me too. I think I like all my friends equally, but of course you a lot more since we mostly talk and have the same time zone, isn't that so great!!!??? We have many more memories to come, don't worry about rushing anything. I'm not really going anywhere. 