༶ About Me

Hallo I'm a 18 year old genderfluid guy thats bisexual but lithromantic. Big /NEET I usually laze around all day on my computer or xbox. Primarily reading manga, watching youtube, playing some games (currently: blasphemous, chaos;head, tesv skyrim, azur lane) and switching between the same 3 tabs. I'm not very skilled but I still somewhat enjoy drawing, and I've been dipping my feet into coding (although I'm horrible at it)

༶ Time as a NEET

I've seen the term NEET being thrown around on pastebins, and the internet as a whole as some buzzword used by teens who think summer break = NEET. So I'm here to talk about my personal experience as one! Basically "I'm a sad lonely faggot and here's some useless information about my life"

I stopped going to school at 16, near the start of 2025 due to family problems. Ever since, I wasn't able to attend because of money issues (and still family problems, I'm only with my brothers and single dad that's almost always working) and it's not something I could ever imagine people want to live through.

With nothing to do all day, I'm always on my PC — My physical health is bad, and since I'm always inside my socialization is terrible. With these two combined, I have really bad social anxiety that turns physical and has led to hospital visits before. Since I have no job, rich parents or any money income, I do not have those cutesy rooms with anime girl posters, or multiple figures. I have few pieces of cheap merch that I'm pretty happy with, tho. I also guess sleeping in until 2PM is pretty nice but it comes at a cost of horrible sleep cycles I'll never fix.

I could vent and rant even more here but I shant. TL;DR: Being a NEET is fucking horrible. It's temporary "happiness". Woo!