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⠀✧⠀Greetings & Pleasantries! („^ ᴗ ׄ) 〜
First and foremost⸺and let it be said!⸺that this Knight before you is most recognised by the moniker Ajax! I have taken up other referrals too, which include Tartaglia, Vasiliy, and Saint. You may refer to me by nicknames too! Jaxy, Vasya, Vaska, and Sae are acceptable. If you are to refer to me by Tartaglia, please spell it correctly and capitalise the first letter!

Whenever I become a topic of conversation, it should be duly noted to use He/It with Masculine, Neutral, or NonHuman terms for me. After all, I am an Androgynous Boy! Specifically a transgender Boy who is “Bigender in Nature”, but I don't exactly have that on my mind too much ( — ∇ × )... If it matters, I am Panrose, AroAplAce (Spectrum). I am already courted by my Dear Star! I am their Sworn and Devoted Knight, their Royal Consort, Loser Nerdy Boyfriend, Best Friend, etc.

My bodily place of origin is, unfortunately, Indonesia. I am quite well versed in speaking the English language, but less so in Indonesian. I am also able to speak Spanish! I was raised in Chile for a good amount of my younger years. As for Mandarin, I am still very poor at it! My studies for it have been very inconsistent.

⠀✧⠀Speaking of bodily conditions! („0 ° ׄ)...
Let it be known that this Knight has been Seeking Embers for 17 years. Such a long time for an Ashen Heart to seek Life... Considering this, the engravings within my Cinder Vessel are contained with things that most would call "ailments". Some of these ailments include NPD, Autism, ADHD, and likely something SchizoSpec. Other notable symptoms I experience are mood swings (unsure of mood disorder), forgetfulness, a lack of emotional empathy, and possibly more.

It may not be obvious, but I do have others alongside me. More so that we, collectively, are referred to by the name and face you are currently viewing! While it is not a particular priority of my identity, it should be noted in the case that we do introduce our individual selves, whoever chooses to that is. I'd much prefer it if these "selves" are referred to simply as "the other(s) in your head" too in conversation.

⠀✧⠀Now, what should you expect from me? („— ᴗ ׄ) 〜
I am a Knight, through and through! However, as you are reading this, I am not speaking how I usually would. This persona of mine is a form of self-expression and makes me feel comfortable in my identity. Usually, I am much less, ah, filtered or that I am quite blunt as certain folk have said! Not that I am mean, per se, but simply that I speak what is on my mind. I do not enjoy sugarcoating my words beyond what I deem necessary as I find it insincere.

To get a quick idea, this little part will be without my Knight-Speak... This is how I usually talk. Nothing formal, just simple words straight out of my head. Sometimes I say silly words like "okaysies", " waoh", "das crazy", "brah", and more. Or I say stuff with #Random hashtags for #funsies, with certain Things having Oddly Specific capitalization. I also talk pretty arrogantly, praising myself but usually in a lighthearted and playful way. I tease and joke around a lot, maybe with the humor of a 12 year old boy. Normal-speak done.

From what I've gathered throughout out my years of Ember-Seeking, I have a relatively strong or eccentric personality. I tend to act shamelessly or quite obnoxiously... Others have found me to be argumentative, insensitive, intimidating, reckless; among other things, of course. I am simply a Knight or creature full of passion, thus my self-expression follows that! I want to be as authentic as I can to myself and others, so I will not exactly hide these behaviours when they do appear.

However, as a proper and Chivalric Knight, I would hate to have ever caused distress or anger due to a misstep or any action that may have been the cause. Without my attention being brought to my mishaps, it proves difficult for me to correct them... So, from the Embers deep within my Heart, please communicate with me clearly and concisely! I am not always aware of how I affect others. I always appreciate being approached.

This Knight is begging people to actually communicate with him whenever you have a problem. You can confront me! You can conflict with me! I deeply appreciate it! Please tell me without trying to put me down or put yourself down! That is not good for either of us. Be firm and assertive about it, otherwise I struggle to judge the issue.

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⠀✧⠀What has this Knight so captivated?! („♡ . ׄ) ...
Many things that this Reality has to offer! I refer to such things as my Embers, since they bring me so much joy and happiness to a degree that it reignites the Fire of Life inside me. The most important, the Core Embers of my being, are Diluc Ragnvindr, and the Romantic Pairing that includes him with Childe Tartaglia! I do quite like Childe as a result of the pairing though. Regardless, these two to three things are what I consider as my Special Interest! They are deeply special to me.

To elaborate a bit more about how I like these interests, I would have to say that I am considered a Yumedanshi! I adore many fictional characters, but my one and only ever has been Diluc Ragnvindr, to the point I'd consider myself Valentis^(?). I am NonSharing when it comes to him, prefering to ignore content of others self-shipping with him... I wouldn't follow a person who enjoys Diluc, but I don't mind interaction! So long as self-shipping with him isn't mentioned. He is my Prince and I am his Knight! I have been his consort since 24th of July, 2023.

Many would also consider me as a Fudanshi. I do enjoy Yuri, but I have a heavy preference towards Yaoi. My OTP, my favourite pairing of all time, is obviously Childe Tartaglia × Diluc Ragnvindr, AKA ChiLuc. I have a terrible Special Interest in them, I talk about them way too much! (It's what I'm known for at this point). It gets to a point that I avoid or be repulsed of certain ships that involve these two with other characters... However, I am still a MultiShipper, despite it! Some of the ships I enjoy are written down in This Entry, which also includes a list of my other interests!

⠀✧⠀In accordance to this information... („ó _ × "„)
I tend to become incredibly passionate and sometimes defensive when it comes to my interests, my Special Interests especially. I talk about them a lot, sometimes it sounds like utter nonsense! You will not get along with me if you hate/dislike them or make fun of them. Additionally, I dislike misinterpretations of my Special Interests. I love seeing different interpretations but I severely dislike it when they are watered down, surface level, or completely lose the essence. This part should not be taken too lightly as I can become, ah, quite unfriendly... This is your warning!

Yet, be not afraid to talk to me about my interests or any shared interests! This Knight would love to have someone to bond with over them. Actually , please do talk to me about anything and everything. My answers usually depend on how interested I am, and if I seem uninterested, don't be too disheartened! I try my best to indulge a person in an interest I am not suited with, yet they have an interest in it. Do talk! Do ask! This Knight has been lacking anyone who is curious of him!

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⠀✧⠀What is forbidden for the Knight? („ ò . × „)
Ah, the part that is most important of all in a scripture like this... What kind of people would I like to avoid? A good question indeed! Below is a handy list I have created myself to assist you in such a question. Perhaps it may not serve much purpose, but it would work for those with a conscience!

• Zionist, antisemitic, or⠀"neutral".
• Xeno-satanists, radqueers, & other anti-recovery ideals.
• Non-harmful TransIDs excluded.
• Exclusionists.
• Transmed, anti liomoqai, "non-men/non-women", etc.
• Radfems, gender critical, "anti-masculinity", etc.
• Anti non-pathological plurality (in more specifics)
• Get away from me if you actually believe in non-trauma OSDDID though.
• Downplay transandrophobia, exorsexism, & intersexism.
• Shipcourse, Kaeluc/Luckae, Lolishocons.
• Excessively uses slurs (even if reclaimed).
• Mischaracterize my favorites.
• Especially my IDs & F/Os
• You hate/dislike my Special Interest (Diluc, Childe, ChiLuc).
• This is especially if you are vocal about it, or make fun of them. I don't think I could be friendly enough.
• Under 15 in my DMs or anywhere that isn't public.
• If I fit your DNI.

⠀✧⠀ A parting message before you leave! („^ ᴗ ׄ) 〜
This Knight expresses his deepest gratitude to you for having read this far! And hopefully, this scripture will be of benefit for you whenever you consider speaking to me. Endings are always so saddening, but it allows room for new beginnings. Do consider viewing other creations of mine or establishing correspondence!