hello! my name is lucille ^^ i consider myself to be one of shadow milk cookie's biggest fans.

i've been a fan of him since february 2025, but i'd say i started really loving him sometime in june of that year. i'd say the biggest reason i became a fan is because he reminds me of my lovely wife jesterkasa

i adore all of shadow milk's different forms! my favorites are fount of knowledge and lady in azure. mainly because i relate to those two the most ahaha,,, but they're also the prettiest imo. all shadow milks are pretty though!!

i have a lot of reasons why i like him. he's the only character that has ever given me gender envy (i can't begin to describe it), i think he's reallyreally cute and creepy at the same time, he reminds me a bit of mizuki (my fav character ever! i could compare them for hours (half lie)), my fav crk ship includes him (and i love a lot of other smilk ships, ex. polybeasts and shadowlily), ummmm i just think he's really interesting :D

also! i have him at 4 stars (out of 6, keep in mind im f2p (outside of codes from merch)), i thinkkkk i have affection level 8 for him? (grinding cookiechat is AGONIZINGLY slow if you dont have kingdom pass), i have more merch of him than of any other cookie (1 blind box figure, 1 shirt (it doesn't fit.), 2 plushies, and that one head pillow thingy), uhhh.... Yeah

you can see a layout that truly shows my love for him here! this is just a small shrine for fun c: