hihi! I go by alois, letty or malachi. plus others, I'm often found cycling through names over time (for a genuine plethora of reasons that are none of your business. take a number of guesses and I might start to pity you enough to tell you) but mainly go by alois so if that's too confusing for you, default to either that or letty. I use any pronouns, play around with me and my identity like I'm just one of your traumatized, fucked up little bitch boy oc's, or one of them barbie dress up dolls, okay? have fun with it, it's all yours... explodes. (looks at you with the sadness of a psychotic zoo animal (or that of a huddled in a corner, catatonic, and fearful reactive shelter dog). I beg don't take half of what I say seriously,, anyway I use he/him for myself ++ she on rare occasions but I genuinely couldn't care any less about what you do. transnull — enby boygirl hybrid thing, I don't even know anymore what's a gender? assign one to me? please??? my identity is complex and ever changing so if that makes the gears in your head turn and you wanna cling to a MUCH simpler label which you and your brain can comprehend .. you can think of me as genderfluid. though I'd actually much prefer if you thought nothing of me at all. I'm 16歳 but havent mentally aged since I was 12 & by then I was already a 30 year old mentally so my psyche is all kind of messed up. my sexuality is just about as confusing as a jester on some type of drug. I just say that I'm non-exclusively mlm. I have a preference for male-aligned and enby fellas or literally anyone that's not inherently or entirely cis. Idk enough about what romantic attraction feels like to actually know. I confuse platonic and romantic a lot and also get far too attached to tell what is love and what disorder-driven obsession. which leads to my next label! yahoo! aflux slash aroaceflux. I both dislike and have an unhealthy attachment to labels like they're one of my discord groomers, meaning some days you'll see me clinging to them like a koala to a palm tree and on some days you'll see me hate on them like I never chose to use them at all.

disclaimer; do not EVER clump me in with the average rentryer claiming to be some "irl angel who fell from heaven!!!" or whatever stupid things they say on here. I've been identifying this way since I was the ripe age of 10 years old and I am ATTACHED to what I am and getting put into the same category as those "haha I'm the internet angel! literally k-angel irl!" people pisses me off. I am a fox and seal boy, (ball jointed and ceramic) doll pup, (digital) angel fawn/lamb associated with MANY other things such as vanilla (scents), jellyfish princes, servants, wolves moths, sacrificial lambs big cats, feathers/wings fangs, (lab) experiments ouji, vkei, (shock) collars patients, corset piercing lace, medical equipment (syringes and bandages) guard and task force dogs, cigarettes & smoke hell hounds and cerberus avian, watchers, revenant observers, clowns/jesters the undead, peaches, luck hope, stars, snow, violins raccoons, old out of tune pianos, forests, extended I enjoy photography, astronomy, ecology and zoology! I'm planning on studying ecology once my psyche stops massively fucking me over every day, I research zoology and animal behavior in my free time. working with animals is my biggest (and only) dream and interest for my future. besides all that, I also find myself enjoying latin philosophy, any literature, reading, writing, and all that jazz. big mechanics freak too. Not gonna write my entire media interest list here because even with just the main ones it's longg as fuuuuckkk Maybe I'll make a fluffle extende

looking at and talking to me tends to give people more of a headache than an erection or pleasure, I'm a chronically slow responder AND an avoidant which is an instant turn off. I also love self-isolation, I disappear for days at a time due to dissociation, etcetc. I've been a therapists' worst nightmare since I was 12 years old, they see me walk into their office and immediately sigh knowing I'm about to give them years worth of headaches & no progress whatsoever.