Spinel's Lovemail!!! back to main?
to aurelia . . .
hi my bestie my bestest friend in this entire world!!! i cant believe its going to be 2 years since we met... we've been through so much together, we've committed so many crimes together!! we've jumped through so many friend groups together, so many bad experiences, so many times we've been there for each other.. your brutal honesty is so very appreciated, your directness and your inability to sugarcoat is so very appreciated from me i am so happy to call you my sibling and my family. you're the best ever and im so glad we met. i never ever want us to fall apart.

to aether . . . thank you for showing aurelia the love that she so very much deserves. if you are family to her then you are family to me. i love seeing you two together. you two fit so very well and its sweet how much you love and care for her. on top of this, you've grown so much over the years. you've learned so many things and im so glad we're still friends after so many difficult moments and difficult conversations. aurelia is so lucky to have you. please never stop loving her.

to dove . . .
my other bestie bestest friend :) you're such a sweet person. you're so
patient and you're so kind and you give everyone the benefit of the doubt.
you're the definition of equity and i wish everyone you've fallen out with would see that. you're so fun, you're so fucking funny, anyone would be so lucky to call you theirs and it hurts me so bad that you've been fucked over repeatedly by individuals that just want to test you out while they already have something else going on on the side. i can't wait to be able to visit you in CA and fuck around and laugh and just get to know where you've grown up more. im genuinely so fortunate to call you a friend.

to pat . . . hey bet you didnt expect this one from me... hello unc /teasing tone i know we aren't insanely close but im really grateful we even met. if i had never joined tarot through aurelia i don't think we would have met. you're such an amazing person. you have your shit together, you offer such great advice and im so appreciative of you and the time you make for me and the others when you're able. fuck ur job for cutting ur shit by 3% please prove that you deserve better and flip them off LOL!!!! i always am wishing you peace, safety, and good health in these trying days... be strong pat. :D

to rika . . .
hi rika!! hi rikaling!!! talking with you is always so fun and exciting. i feel like you're someone i could talk to for hours without getting bored... i love the serious discussions we are both able to have and i am so appreciative of your comfort and your care towards me... it feels like just yesterday we met and we may have differing opinions at times but nonetheless we accept each other's differences and learn the deeper meaning of what we say. i can tell you take so much care in your connection with me and i can tell you appreciate me lots and i do too. you're such a sweet individual and i thank you for being so patient and listening to me at my absolute worst. i cant wait to see what the future brings for us!!!

to nini . . . HI NINILING!!!!!! i have so much to say for you... in this month (today as im writing this its 7/27 jbol) that i have known you we have passed through many exciting, humorous, and deep moments together. im so appreciative of your willingness to communicate and your willingness to be vulnerable with me and open up to me about so many things that i know aren't easy to simply share and remember. thank you for your vulnerability, thank you for your comfort and care and thank you even more for your appreciation of me as an individual. my sys loves you dearly and we are always missing you paws at you we love watching you play ow ranked and raging about your shitty teams on bronze... because lets be honest they fucking suck booty cheeks. at the end of the day like we have told you we want you to be so very happy always, we wish the best for you always and i hope u are blessed with eternal riches, everlasting genuine love, and are cared for for the rest of your nini life.

to rowin . . .
hi rowinling we havent known each other for long either but i am so appreciative of you as well!! i consider u a dear friend and i am so grateful for you being there for me when times were rough.. im a little embarrassed i opened up to you the way i did and i just dumped all of my shit onto you but you also at the same time took the time to comfort... im so grateful for the emotional energy you put into helping me feel better that night. you're so funny and i appreciate u always sending me tiktoks they make me laugh and shit JBBOL. i love u lots as well please have a good day at all times!! you deserve it.

to harlan . . . i hate you. joke. but on a srs note im just as appreciative of you as i am for everyone else. we haven't known each other for long either but seriously your humor and energy matches mine so purely well. i love hearign you talk on and on about silver palace and its so beautiful seeing how excited you are for that game and that story. you're such a pure person inside and out and when you are able to show your appreciation despite it being awkward its okay, i know how difficult words are and despite that obstacle you overcome it time and time again. i admire your strength and the confidence you find in yourself to do the things you do and also say the things you say. i too just want to see you happy and please please please do not be afraid to come talk to me harlanling. you are so very loved and cherished by me, please stay safe.!!!