I go by 0130, Trick(ster) or Myfanwy/Myfi. My pronouns are it/zi/vae/fear/she. Any terms are fine, 0039 does default to masculine but he means well. I'm an agender gxrl and queer. I love my gf hi Nanw! I'm annoying, dramatic and I like happen to cause problems. Don't talk down to me just because I may act younger. I will notice and I will probably make myself significantly more annoying on purpose.

I'm not great at talking about anything serious and I would honestly rather make a stupid joke and run away from the conversation. I carry alot of guilt and shame and have a pretty bad habit of assuming everything is somehow my fault. At the same time, I hate feeling invisible or like nobody actually notices me, so sometimes I'll deliberately make myself impossible to ignore. I don't want pity and I definitely don't want someone trying to pick my brain apart. If something hurts, my first response is usually to escape it, make fun of it or act like I couldn't care less. Works well enough. Usually.

I'm impulsive and tend to do whatever seems like a good idea in the moment, then realise five minutes later that maybe it was actually a terrible idea. Whatever. That's future me's problem. I don't react well to feeling cornered, controlled or having somebody else decide what I'm thinking for me. I'm more likely to disappear from a problem than sit there and nicely talk through my feelings about it. Be direct with me, don't treat me like I'm stupid, and don't expect me to explain every weird thing I do. Sometimes I dont even know why I did it either.

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