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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀Call me Spoke or Sean.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‎ use Any/all, he preferred
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Tnull–Agender Boygirl
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ Aroace/Aflux Unlabeled
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Ger/Eng ‎ & ‎ White
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I carry a fluctuating amount of empathy/sympathy with extremely conflicting and contradicting morals, though most, if not all, of the time I don't feel anything besides mild empathy toward people whom I'm not close with. often times I can't exactly understand why people feel upset over things on first glance, but I'm not dense enough to not try to understand and eventually manage to. In general, I'm quite apathetic and find it hard to care about things that don't directly involve me or the few people I do care about. ⠀⠀⠀
I often miss social cues or mistake jokes to be something serious (or vice versa) but I don't need or want tonetags used on me. they're unreliable and thus I also will not use them for others. that said, ask me if you're really unsure. otherwise I will not care or go out of my way to tell you. on that note, 90% of the time, if not direct with me, I won't know or realize you're indicating something—I'm not playing dumb bro. I BEG YOU, just open your mouth. ⠀⠀⠀⠀
I'm avoidant and tend to lack the energy to be social and reply to messages. I'll disappear for days due to this, dissociation, and general fatigue hence why you'll see gaps in my activity, there's really only 2 people I can mentally keep up with talking to on a daily or multiple times a week. I'm not exactly looking for friends due to this/not being able to keep up with these relationships, but if you're chill with that then feel free to reach out, I guess! don't say shit like "oh but you reposted this" or "oh, but you tweeted this on priv!" I lack the social battery. don't be dense. next. ⠀⠀⠀
apart from that, I'm visually impaired and need to wear glasses (and used to) but guess what bro doesn't do? get new glasses. yeah. okblame my parents. anyway, my eyes are quite sensitive to brightness which is ironic given how eye straining my pastes are but alas. I'm also dyslexic and often repeatedly misspell the same words, use wrong punctuation (or none at all) and switch between using abbreviations and not using them. I struggle to translate words and thus may use them wrong. I'm otherwise mentally ill but I don't really tell people about my issues and if I do, it's only if I deem us close enough or it important enough ie. if it's affecting my friendships again. if you pry I'll kill yo mama.